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Saturday, May 20, 2006

yeah I know I know, I haven't updated in forever! I've been sooo caught up in everything. track, soccer, grades, vacations, ahhh! lol ok, well there wont be very many in this update, but the more comments and subscribers will keep 'em up. <3 xoxo

1. And even though we'll probably never be together I refuse to let myself fall for anyone else.

2. And I meant every word I said. When I said that I love you, I meant that I'll love you forever and I'm gonna keep on loving you.

3. And inside my heart there will always be a place for you.

4. As I stand here looking at you I wonder if there will ever be a day when I'll get over your smile, when I'll let go of the hugs you gave me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much I liked you but no matter what you did to me or whatever happened between us I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you.

5. Frustrated cuz I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together. Still, I'll love you forever.

6. I'll hide my broken heart beneath a laughing face and though you think I never cared no one else can ever take your place.

7. In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.

8. It was always there between us whether you admit it or not.

9. It's not just a physical attraction. I love him for every single thing he is, every word he says, every step he takes. This is something that will never die. I've tried to stay reasonable with this but I just can't anymore.

10. It's so hard to say I love you and not draw back in tears. It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know the phone is at reach but I can't hear your voice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep down inside. It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you, more than words can explain. I wanna scream how much I love you but I hold back to not be heard. It's so hard to not go to sleep at night when I can't dream of you. It's so hard to think you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song. It's so hard to sit and wonder where I went wrong. It's so hard to live without you. If I would have only known, I will never love another. I would rather be alone.

11. Made a promise and I'm keeping it true so I'll never love again if I can't have you.

12. Maybe getting over someone you're in love with isn't impossible. Unless, maybe, you don’t actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it.

13. For some reason you always seem to win my heart over anyone else.

14. How can I leave when everything I adore and everything I'm living for is in you?

15. I just want a different ending to our same old story.

16. I know I'll go far enough to tell you that I love you but I know I'm stupid just because I run right back to you.

17. I never thought I would risk the chance of getting hurt again but for some reason when I'm with you it all seems worth it.

18. I promised myself I would only get hurt once before I let go but for you I made an exception.

19. When I get my house, she’ll have an extra key. When dead and gone, she’ll be buried next to me. Our friendship has no ends. That’s why we’re going to remain best friends.

20. When I needed you most you always stood close and when I felt hopeless you put me back into focus.

21. When I push you away that’s when I need you the most.

22. When I was little I had a favorite teddy bear who kept all my secrets, shared my adventures, and wiped away all my tears. I used to think no one could ever take his place but then I found you.

23. When I’m asked what one happy thought is I always say knowing that no matter how big the fight is I will always have a best friend.

24. When I’m down, you’re there to pick me up. I can tell you stuff. You have all my trust. I can say I love you because I really do. To my best friend, there’s no one like you.

25. When someone is in your life for a reason it's usually to meet a need you have expressed. They've come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are. They're there for the reason you need them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away, sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it's time to move on. When people come into your life for a season it's because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you've never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it - it's real but only for a season. Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you've learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It's sad that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life.

26. When things got rough, when times got tough, every time I could count on you to brighten up my day and chase my problems away and do anything you could do. Out of all the friends that are true till the end they could never compare to you.

27. When we’re old women, we’ll still be friends. We’ll be chilling at the nursing home saying, “Yo, remember when...” Driving in your pimp ass ride off to bingo night. Always by each other’s sides. Our bling bling hanging from our necks writing out one million dollar checks.

28. When we’re together, we’re always causing trouble. Not only is she my friend but she’s my fuckin double.

29. When you fall never expect a best friend to help you up. Expect them to trip you again and say “haha you loser, you fell again!”

30. When you got a problem, you know I'm here for you because it's us against the world.

31. When you look around and your world is crumbling, and when you think no one loves you, your best friend is the one to run to.

32. When you need someone to talk with or even just to smile, when you need someone to sit with for just a little while, when you need someone to turn to, nighttime or the day, when you need someone to hold onto, I’m just a hug away.

33. When you’re in trouble, friends are the ones that you got in trouble with. Best friends are the ones who told you not to do it in the first place.

34. When your life falls apart always remember that I’ll be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up and when the rest of the world walks out on you remember not to close the door because I’m the one who will be walking in to help you through it all.