|
| a whole year? I'm so sorry. I've been so busy with myspace now. haha I guess everything changes, right? well I don't know what to say.. I guess when I wrote all these quotes I was in a little bit of a stressful time. I got this guy now that I love but he doesn't love me back. and for all of you that have ever been there, it's the hardest thing you can ever go through. it's hard to wake up every morning feeling hopeless; because you know the love of your life is waking up loving the wrong person. but hoping they still find happiness; even if it's not with you. So here it is. An update. For all of you that still care haha.
myspace- www.myspace.com/shayyy16  And that's what you get for falling again. You can never get him outta your head.
And there's something about you that makes me fall in love every time.
Don't look at me like that. I don’t feel like falling for you all over again. I can't afford the heartbreak.
Every time I think of you I fall for you all over again and at this rate I'll never be standing again.
Everyone says you fall in love once but that's not true. Every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again.
I couldn't try to count all the times you hurt me and made me cry. I remember nights I couldn’t sleep because I didn’t wanna see you in my dreams. Just recently, I remembered why and how you made me laugh and I can't recall why I fell so hard for you the first time. But if you make sure this time will be worth my heartbreak I might just take that risk again.
I don’t wanna like you, I don’t wanna care, cuz every time I do I end up worse than I've ever felt before but then there's something about you that's so irresistible.
I feel you and that's not a good thing.
I hate how I don’t talk to you for like a month and then all of a sudden you start talking to me again like nothing happened and I fall into your trap again all because you said my name.
I hate how we don't talk for weeks but then all of a sudden you talk to me again and it's as if nothing happened and I slowly start falling for you all over again.
I knew this wouldn't be easy but I never thought you'd leave me, not now, not ever. I always thought we'd be together but now I know it was too good to be true so why do I keep falling for you?
I know it's been awhile but I think we need to talk. You see, I'm falling again.
I never thought that this could happen, that I could ever feel this way again. I know it's kinda dumb but it doesn't matter. I can't hold it in.
I told myself I would never like you again but every time I talk to you, I see that smile and those pretty eyes and I realize I just can't get over this guy no matter how hard I try.
I told myself I wouldn’t fall for a guy again but I guess I was wrong, really wrong, cuz one look at you and I fell harder than I've ever fell in my entire life.
I was feeling totally over him. I told myself it was a stupid crush, over, done with, but then he looked at me.
Inside I built a wall so high around my heart I thought I would never fall. One touch and you brought it down. The bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground. And I swore to myself I wasn’t gonna love again. The last time was the last time I would let someone in.
I'll never forget how for just one moment we had it all.
I'm just speaking from experience. Nothing can compare to your first true love. So I hope this will remind you when it's real it's forever so don't forget about us.
I'm on my knees. Only memories are left for me to hold.
I'm still walking down memory lane cuz I know I'll be running into you.
Maybe you'll remember me.
Never forget what he meant to you but never let him know you remember.
No matter what happens or how much time goes by I could never forget the first time you looked at me and I fell in love with your eyes.
Now every other man I see reminds me of the one man who disappointed me.
Our eyes collided and I saw exactly who I used to be.
Our memories are like mix tapes - they sing me to sleep every night.
Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love despite our differences and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that's why every minute we spent together has been saved in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it. |
| | |
| yeah I know I know, I haven't updated in forever! I've been sooo caught up in everything. track, soccer, grades, vacations, ahhh! lol ok, well there wont be very many in this update, but the more comments and subscribers will keep 'em up. <3 xoxo
1. And even though we'll probably never be together I refuse to let myself fall for anyone else.
2. And I meant every word I said. When I said that I love you, I meant that I'll love you forever and I'm gonna keep on loving you.
3. And inside my heart there will always be a place for you.
4. As I stand here looking at you I wonder if there will ever be a day when I'll get over your smile, when I'll let go of the hugs you gave me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much I liked you but no matter what you did to me or whatever happened between us I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you.
5. Frustrated cuz I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together. Still, I'll love you forever.
6. I'll hide my broken heart beneath a laughing face and though you think I never cared no one else can ever take your place.
7. In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.
8. It was always there between us whether you admit it or not.
9. It's not just a physical attraction. I love him for every single thing he is, every word he says, every step he takes. This is something that will never die. I've tried to stay reasonable with this but I just can't anymore.
10. It's so hard to say I love you and not draw back in tears. It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know the phone is at reach but I can't hear your voice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep down inside. It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you, more than words can explain. I wanna scream how much I love you but I hold back to not be heard. It's so hard to not go to sleep at night when I can't dream of you. It's so hard to think you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song. It's so hard to sit and wonder where I went wrong. It's so hard to live without you. If I would have only known, I will never love another. I would rather be alone.
11. Made a promise and I'm keeping it true so I'll never love again if I can't have you.
12. Maybe getting over someone you're in love with isn't impossible. Unless, maybe, you don’t actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it.
|
13. For some reason you always seem to win my heart over anyone else.
14. How can I leave when everything I adore and everything I'm living for is in you?
15. I just want a different ending to our same old story.
16. I know I'll go far enough to tell you that I love you but I know I'm stupid just because I run right back to you.
17. I never thought I would risk the chance of getting hurt again but for some reason when I'm with you it all seems worth it.
18. I promised myself I would only get hurt once before I let go but for you I made an exception.
19. When I get my house, she’ll have an extra key. When dead and gone, she’ll be buried next to me. Our friendship has no ends. That’s why we’re going to remain best friends.
20. When I needed you most you always stood close and when I felt hopeless you put me back into focus.
21. When I push you away that’s when I need you the most.
22. When I was little I had a favorite teddy bear who kept all my secrets, shared my adventures, and wiped away all my tears. I used to think no one could ever take his place but then I found you.
23. When I’m asked what one happy thought is I always say knowing that no matter how big the fight is I will always have a best friend.
24. When I’m down, you’re there to pick me up. I can tell you stuff. You have all my trust. I can say I love you because I really do. To my best friend, there’s no one like you.
25. When someone is in your life for a reason it's usually to meet a need you have expressed. They've come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are. They're there for the reason you need them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away, sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it's time to move on. When people come into your life for a season it's because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you've never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it - it's real but only for a season. Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you've learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It's sad that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life.
26. When things got rough, when times got tough, every time I could count on you to brighten up my day and chase my problems away and do anything you could do. Out of all the friends that are true till the end they could never compare to you.
27. When we’re old women, we’ll still be friends. We’ll be chilling at the nursing home saying, “Yo, remember when...” Driving in your pimp ass ride off to bingo night. Always by each other’s sides. Our bling bling hanging from our necks writing out one million dollar checks.
28. When we’re together, we’re always causing trouble. Not only is she my friend but she’s my fuckin double.
29. When you fall never expect a best friend to help you up. Expect them to trip you again and say “haha you loser, you fell again!”
30. When you got a problem, you know I'm here for you because it's us against the world.
31. When you look around and your world is crumbling, and when you think no one loves you, your best friend is the one to run to.
32. When you need someone to talk with or even just to smile, when you need someone to sit with for just a little while, when you need someone to turn to, nighttime or the day, when you need someone to hold onto, I’m just a hug away.
33. When you’re in trouble, friends are the ones that you got in trouble with. Best friends are the ones who told you not to do it in the first place.
34. When your life falls apart always remember that I’ll be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up and when the rest of the world walks out on you remember not to close the door because I’m the one who will be walking in to help you through it all.
juuuuust kidding. that was a lot! lol
I'll have icons in the other update, promise <3 | | |
| 10 comments + 4 new subscribers = 14 quotes
subscribe//comment//request <3
1) if there's a feeling you can't hide, don't let it bring you down. sometimes what your heart wants you to do will change everything.
2) there's not many chances in life, you only get 1 life to live and it's still not promised to be long. so you can only do what you want, when you want. take chances, risk a few things you're willing you lose, have some fun, and go crazy.
3) I can't get rid of your memory. you used to be here just about everyday, and now I don't even see you. where'd you go? why can't I find you? I know sometimes people can get taken away, but why you? why couldn't you of stayed here with me? I miss you, and all we used to be. I'm different without you, don't you see?
4) I remember the last time I saw you. you looked so peaceful, and you looked like you were enjoying your life. sometimes I wonder why God took someone so amazing away from the world so soon.
5) I know we've drifted apart the past few years, and I don't know what happened. we just went our seperate ways, and soon enough it led to barley talking to eachother. I miss us, I miss our friendship.
6) I remember how I used to be able to come to you with anything. whenever I was crying, feeling upset or down, you took my side and stayed there until all was better. you used to always tell me how you would never leave me, and how you would never forget about me. you wiped away my tears and told me not to worry, because you were there. what happened to you? why did you leave me here alone? why did you forget about me? I'm just waiting for an answer, so I have a reason to let you out of my heart.
7) I remember the night you sat me down to talk. you told me that I was the most important person in your life, and that you don't know where you would be without me. well, it's been a few months since we've said a word to eachother, and I just wanna know if you miss it as much as I do.
8) you told me I was beautiful. now you ignore me and look away everytime our eyes meet. am I still beautiful?
9) the only reason I'm afraid to hold on to someone, is because everyone that said they would hold on to me, let go..
10) sometimes you have to let go of someone that gave you strength, to make room for someone that will lift you off the ground.
11) And she whispered with tear-filled eyes, "He's all I ever wanted."
12) You shouldn’t say I love you if you don’t mean it but if you do you should say it a lot because sometimes people forget.
13) She finally let go of her fake smile and the tears slowly roll down her face as she whispers in the mirror “I don’t wanna be me.”
14) if there was one thing in this world I could ask for. it would be for you to love me, and for no one to care. for us to be whoever we wanted, with nothing holding us back. for us to be in complete and total love, and for it to last forever.
--all were made by me-- please give credit! <33 | | |
| 77 subscribers! lets get till 100 and then we get a hugeeeee update. like none before. no seriously. lol
<3 love
--quotes are in update below this-- | | |
| wow, sorry for the long time without an update. I've been keeping up with track and soccer, and I've been really sick. but anyway, I got 13 comments, 9 new subscribers it adds up to 22 quotes. I'll add in a few though 
+comment+subscribe+request
-oh yeah, if you have any song ideas, please let me know. I don't know what you guys wanna hear, so I'm planning on making a playlist, but I gotta know what to have on it!
k thnx
<3
1. Finally when I see you in the halls I don’t think of you as love or hate. You're just another one of those guys who broke my heart.
2. Go ahead and break my heart like you don't care. I'm just a stupid girl, right?
 (oh so much fun!)
3. Go ahead and break my heart. It's useless without you anyway.
4. He took my heart and ran away. I always thought he would be here to stay. I thought he was my angle sent from above. I guess that's what I get for falling in love.
5. Of course I can live without you but what kinda life is that?
6. Once a relationship is over if you experienced more smiles than tears it was worth it.
7. One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important - you or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you're my life.
8. One of these days I'm gonna look into your deep brown eyes and tell you that I love you and kiss your lips, hug you one last time, and with tears in my eyes I'm gonna walk away because you mean too much to me and I can't live without you but I'm gonna turn to look one last time at something I love with all my heart.
9. Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say. I never wanted to let you down or have you go. It's better off this way.
10. I asked you if you thought I was pretty. you said no. I ask you if I was in your heart. You said no. I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever. You said no. I asked if you would cry fi I walked away. You said no. It hurts too much to stay so I started to leave and as I walked away you grabbed my arm and told me to stay. You said, "You're not pretty - you're beautiful. You're not in my heart - you are my heart. I don't wanna be with you forever - I need to be with you forever. And if you walked away I wouldn't cry - I would die."
11. I can't imagine life without your love. Even forever doesn't seem long enough.
12. I can't stop. I won't stop loving you.
13. I dropped a tear into the ocean. When I find it is the day I'll stop loving you.
14. I fit perfectly in your arms and that’s where I wanna be forever.
15. I knew you were something special right from the start. I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart. Everything I say is completely true. I wanna spend forever and a lifetime with you.
16. I never thought I'd actually walk around with a big goofy grin on my face from being in love but you changed that.
17. I never thought that there would be a day where I forgot all my problems but the day I met you they just all ran away.
18. I never want you to think you're anything less than amazing.
19. I really tried to count the times you made me smile. That's when I realized I can't count that high.
20. The way you looked at me last night was so magical. Just when I thought I couldn't love you more once again you proved me wrong.
21. I can't really tell you that I want to be with you. because honestly, I've been in relationships many times before, and everyone of them said it would be different. well it hasn't been. it's been the same story everytime. it's not that I don't love you, it's just that I don't think I can have the strength to get up next time I fall
--me
 (ah! I love that show)
22. Whenever I talk to you, I just want to come over and hug you. the phone is the best we can do right now, but man I can't wait till I get to see you everyday.
--me
23. I never felt this way before. whenever I see your caller ID show up on my phone I get all excited. whenever I see your screen name sign on I get butterflies. whenever I know I'm about to see you I get all nervous. I guess it goes to show you how much you mean to me.
--me
24. There's something about you that keeps me going. I never felt this way before. I know I can't get into another relationship right now, but whenever I talk to you it's like this feeling I never got before. I guess you could say I'm more than excited for the future because I know we'll be together and I'll be with you. and thats exactly where I want to be.
--me
25. When you're hopelessly in love and you think it's true, when he's all you're thinking of when there's nothing else to do, do yourself a favor and think the whole thing through. Ask yourself a question - is he thinking of you too?
--me
wooo, okay. love <3
"Life isn't about money, power, respect. It's about finding someone that you love enough to die for, or to grow old and die with"
aw, I had to add that in there. aw, haha I love you matt! haha | | |
|
